I just went through Mark Hoverson’s “Dreamscape” training for a second time today and actually wrote it all down by hand.
The most prominent statement he made that stuck out in my mind was;
“You Must Believe Your Past Doesn’t Exist”
For many of us it is hard to forget about our pasts, some of us go through abuse; physical, emotional and verbal. All of this leading us to believe the worst about ourselves. We end up with no confidence, no self-esteem and a complete hatred for ourselves because we believe we will never amount to anything; we will never become what our parents lacked to become because we allowed their harshness and negativity to hold us back.
I think about my past daily, I honestly do let it drag me down. How can a woman, who’s still a broken child inside ever grow, ever become more than the poor person she is now and that her family always was. I think that my oldest son is 15 and because of this my time for success and happiness is gone…all of this is mind control. The mind control that I allow my step-father and other important people in my life to have over me.
So I put aside the negative thoughts for a little while; hopefully with some conscious practice for good so that I can focus on what I deserve in my life, what I WANT in my life and in the lives of my children.
Here is my Dream Scape (in list format)
“Dreamscaping” April 3rd, 2014
“You must believe your past doesn’t exist”
The depth of your dreams foresees the actual outcome of your future and the probability of it happening.
I am going to start the way he started in the video and go from there, this may not be perfect and I am sure it will change over time.
I WANT MY BODY TO:
Cosmetically: I want to have liposuction to remove the “baby” fat from having my children, remove the fat in my thighs, stomach, and butt. I want to have an eye lift and an eyebrow lift. I want to repair my recently damaging teeth (something I always prided myself in was my teeth and now they are going downhill) cap the front teeth and fix the back, seal them and have them whitened. I want hair removal, laser hair removal on my eyebrows, upper lip and chin area.
I want to go to the spa at the very least once a week, on Wednesdays, the middle of the week; so I can unwind; at 10am and I want to have a tanning session, a facial, manicure, pedicure and more laser hair removal.
I want to change my flabby arms, my large thighs that cause my legs to look like a chicken leg’s. I want to tighten my chin, have full body laser hair removal and get rid of the huge ugly scars I have from the horrendous accident I was involved in. I thought about writing down my stretch marks on my stomach and breast from bearing my children and right now I can say I wouldn’t do that but who knows if I would in the future.
I want to quit smoking and be healthy enough to take long bike rides with my children without getting winded and having to get off the bike and push it up the hills, to hike up Eagles Ledge with them without having to stop every ten feet to catch my breath because of my severe asthma I caused by smoking since I was 13 years old.
I want to live in a huge home, 10000+ sq feet that’s sitting on a ledge over the ocean, with a view that is unimaginable to me right now. Own a pool, a gym, spa, theater room and game room for the family and friends to spend time together in. Its a toss up as to whether I would want a log cabin or a brick home with a 360 degree view,..but I have plenty of time to dream as I build this business and grow as an individual. I want to own a HUGE yacht and a Hummer and four wheeler(s) and dirt bikes..just everything my children have ever desired.
I WANT TO TRAVEL TO:
Europe for the romance and site seeing and maybe skip over for a real Roman bath in a Roman bath house.
Italy; so I can eat all the fine cuisine that I pretend to cook that really isn’t anything like the original Italian food,..learn to cook the Italian food without slaughtering it.
Ireland; this has been a dream since I was a child,..to go to Ireland and Sweden and learn about my ancestors, learn my heritage and try to live as they did back then.
I would love to take an Alaskan Vacation and get pulled around the countryside by real sled dogs; what a blast that would be!
Bahama Cruise; traveling every inch of the ocean for weeks without concern that it will cost to much, even if I had to board and board time and again, stopping at the little stands with fresh produce different than anything I have yet to taste.
African Safari; seeing my children and my face’s light up at the sight of giraffes and elephants while we ride around in a topless jeep with a native tour guide, visiting the villages and helping them by digging in and getting dirty,..making them smile.
Mexico; learn their culture since I love their food so much but also because my middle child is 25% Mexican, being able to bring him to his roots, show him where he came from and introduce him and the rest of us to something new and amazing.
Florida is an obvious because I have never been to Disneyland nor ever brought my children there, find places to go dirt bike racing and walking the strips, seeing the nightlife,..watching my children smile and know that it means everything to them.
Nevada, Vegas to be exact,..just to gamble because I used to live their as a child and my mother would be so happy playing slots while the 5 of us children ate out $1.99 meals..this was the only time in our life I ever remember being truly happy.
And lastly,…well for today’s list anyway
Hawaii; to swim with the dolphins, see the water as blue as the sky but so clear you can see every pebble of sand on the bottom and to try my hand at surfing.
WHO WOULD I WANT TO ASSOCIATE WITH FOR BUSINESS?
Bill Gates- that’s a given he is the richest (known) man in the world; to have an hour to sit down with him and listen to his wisdom to be able to absorb every bit he would be willing to tell me.
Donald Trump-Another given, what I could learn from him about business and being savvy in one hour would be worth millions; I’m not saying I like all of his tactics but he wouldn’t be where he is if the entire world liked him; but I believe he does what he does for the betterment of society.
Warren Buffet- Because hes rich, with money and intellect. To have him on my side I feel like I could accomplish anything.
Vincent Ortega Jr- I have been watching him online now for a couple years, thought he was and still is my idol and I tried to copy him, apparently I didn’t do a good job..lol BUT he showed me that no matter how many times you fail you can not give up because it may be the time that you throw in the towel that would have been it, its when your at the very bottom, when you feel like walking away and resorting to going back to a normal 9-5 job that the break through will happen. Prove yourself and anything is possible.
And last but definitely NOT least:
Mark Hoverson! Mark reminds me of myself, I grew up in so many different places, we once lived, all seven of us in a 16′ camper in the backyard of my aunts house and then from trailer to trailer,..eating leftovers, and “day old” foods to survive, wearing hand me downs and watching the kids around me have the things I wish I could have had but knew I never would. He is an inspiration to me, Currently we live in a trailer its 76’x 14′ and at one point I was proud of it but I want a real home, something I have never had. If he can go from that life to the one he has now then there is no reason I can’t too.
I want to surround myself with friends that actually care, not the kind of friends that when you turn your back they think they are better than you; but friends who lift me up and come along for the ride with me. People who are driven, caring, want the same things I want and desire a better life then what they currently have.
I want my business to be the kind of business that I can literally run from anywhere, on a laptop, tablet or other internet connected device; so that when we travel my work can come with me or even be in a position that I can leave it behind for a while. A business where I can have a secretary who takes my calls and does the “heavy lifting” for me while I enjoy the life I have created for myself and my family.
When it is my time to pass on I want to have something substantial to leave behind for my children with the hopes that they will carry on what I have given them.
And finally,..my funeral- I was not going to think about this; but, since its out there already- I want a huge funeral where everyone who’s lives I have touched can be there, support my children and not have a sad day but use that day to celebrate my life! Talk about where I came from and be proud of where I ended up; giving my children the support they need to continue on in their own journey in life and have them be in a financial position that we can leave this poor existence behind for ever.
I am sure as time goes on I will add to this, I will meet people I want to add or think of things I dream of doing but for now this is a good start and I’ll leave it at that.
This is my Dreamscape,..now its time to make it come true!!!
Originally posted on my other blog: http://dreamandachieve.internetlifestylenetwork.com/dream-scape-april-3rd-2014-iln/