There are so many different obstacles in life that set us back in our journey if we allow them too. Some people are doing well in life, have a home, family, a job and are at least making it through the day, some people are barely waking up in the mornings.
When we are in a position where the negative things are controlling our lives we need to re-evaluate where we are as opposed to where we want to be. We need to decide if we are going to let these things take precedence in life.
I lived a life that most people have no clue about unless I tell them, to look at me you would never know what I have been through.
When I was a little girl, about 2 1/2 years old I remember being beaten with the belt for peeing my undies as I was trying to make it to the potty. I had one of those old fashioned potty chairs, wooden with a painted little girl on the back and a plastic pot in it that slid out from underneath to empty it. This is the first bad thing I remember and there were so many that followed.
When I was 12 I was put into the care of DCF (Department Of Children & Families) because I went to school and a friend thought I had my first hickey from a boy only to see that when she pulled down my collar of my turtle neck I had a purple hand print around my throat. My friend and I went into the bathroom and I proceeded to show her my entire body, the black and blues went from the back of my shoulder blades and all the way down to my calves, the shape of a metal handle from a fly swatter. I begged her not to tell anyone because it was my fault I had been beaten so bad, I should not have told the truth about what was happening to me and no one would have hurt me more. At least that is what the 12 year old me told myself anyway.
Being placed in the states care lead from me being placed in one home to a total of 30 different foster homes, boarding school, 10 trips to a run away crisis center, rehab and living on the streets. No one loved me, no one wanted me,..why would they? I was damaged.
Life never got better as I aged either, I went from one bad place to another. It’s like I attract pain,..or so I thought.
About 50 days ago I was introduced to a system from a lady named Brenda. She introduced me to Unlimited Profits. Her purpose was to show me a way to make money. She has no idea what the system has done for me, it is so much more than a way for me to make money.
Through the mentoring in the system I have learned many things about myself. One thing I learned is that it does not matter what company I am with I will never see the results that I want and deserve until I get past the negative and painful past I have lived. This doesn’t mean that I had to completely forget it because it has shaped me to be the person I am, it just meant I needed to find a way to come to peace with it all.
At first I figured that would never happen, there is no one that can take away the pain…I was wrong though. I have been through 33 days of the mentoring and every day I grow a little more. I have learned that I am not my past. I am not what happened to me and if I allow if to consume me I will never be more than the negativity.
Because of what I have learned about myself, because I know that I can now be what I want to be, even though it wont happen overnight; I am now in a better position to help other people.
The mentoring program is amazing and I feel a kinship with the man who designed the system. He was in foster care, he struggled too. Life is never easy but it is what you do with what you are handed that makes the difference.
I am so thankful for the “Getting Unstuck” series that Robert Hollis Sr put together and added to this system. Yes, I can make money, great money with it, but before I focus on that aspect I just want to focus on showing people that there is a way for them to grow, move past the bad and into a wonderful place.
If you need some help, you do not need to tell me why, just grab this link and start improving yourself. Start to put you first, work on your spiritual self, your emotional self, mental self and the money will come.
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