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Please Help Us Pay Damion’s Medical Bill’s

I don’t usually do this, but desperate times call for desperate measures and I was hoping you could either help; even $1.00 helps or at least share this on your social media sites and blogs please?


We (my family) has no extra money (just the donated money so far) and 9 days to figure out how to come up with the money for a place to stay to pay for our food. It is myself, my boyfriend and my daughter needing a place to stay while our son has his surgery.

Damion’s insurance will cover some of the operation but not all and not his medication or hospital stay.

They will not allow us to stay with him as siblings are not allowed to stay there. His sister has severe AD/HD & Autism and this affects her severely and is going to make is very difficult on her.

Please help us pay for his operation, his medicine, our food & a place to sleep if you can?


My son is and has been violently sick since July 2014, and the doctors couldn’t figure out what was wrong with him until Thursday 1/15/15, he has hydroureteronephrosis.

His procedure is Jan. 27, 2015, a Laparoscopic Robotic Pyeloplasty. During the procedure they will find out what is wrong exactly meaning they are not exactly 100% sure what it is but will fix it while they are in there.

He has either Ureteropelvic Junction Obstruction (UPJ obstruction) or a Congenital (Hereditary) abnormality that produces a narrow ureter & causes a nearby blood vessel to strangle the ureter.

He will stay for at least 3 days and during that time we can’t drive 1.5 hours one way back and forth to home (besides he is scared and doesn’t want to be alone) we needs money for food, shelter and medical costs.

The link for people to share this or donate to help us is at Please Help Us Pay Damion’s Medical Bill’s

I am afraid that because of his congenital heart disease he will not make it through the surgery, this  fear could be unfounded but I am his mom and it is normal to worry. The doctor did say there are several things that go wrong besides the heart issue, he could get infections, the kidney could fail and a few other less serious things.

We have raised $100 ($95 after Paypal fees) and its going to cost well over $20000 but I didn’t want to be greedy nor did I dare to ask for that much money from people I don’t know. I have spoke to friends and family and they will see what if anything they can afford to do.

Plumfund sends the money to Paypal and I am having any money raised outside the fund also sent to my Paypal, if you would rather send the money directly to Paypal and not through the website my Paypal email is napfuture4u@yahoo.com

If your not comfortable sending money online at all you are welcome to send it directly to us @ only cash or money
orders made out to me because he has no ID yet and cant cash it otherwise,..
For Get Well cards mail too’;
Damion Johnson
C/O Margo Johnson
42 Carey Road
Hardwick, Vermont

For donations mail too: (Please Mail ALL donations in the form of cash or Money Order only filled out to me, as I said he has no Identification at this point)
Margo Johnson
42 Carey Road
Hardwick, Vermont
Feel free to call me also 802-473-2521
Or send directly to Paypal (Which is where the payments are sent to anyway) at napfuture4u@yahoo.com <<<Paypal email

I do not know how to thank people for helping my son get through this but know please that I will always have a special
place in my heart for you; as will Damion and the rest of my family.

With Love,
Margo, Damion, James & Arianna

~God Bless You All~

Can’t wait until our son is back to his normal, happy self. He is so upset about being laid up for several weeks, I need
to find something for him to do to occupy him.

) at napfuture4u@yahoo.com

I do not know how to thank people for helping my son get through this but know please that I will always have a special
place in my heart for you; as will Damion and the rest of my family.

With Love,
Margo, Damion, James & Arianna

~God Bless You All~

Can’t wait until our son is back to his normal, happy self. He is so upset about being laid up for several weeks, I need to find something for him to do to occupy him.


This is Damion before he got sick, I can not wait for him to be like this again. 🙂

Internet Lifestyle Network I am SO Excited!


I have worked harder doing things online than I have even considered doing with ILN..between feeling like crud and just thinking that maybe it wasn’t going to really produce the results I wanted.

I didn’t do as much or work as hard as I would have in the past. 

That changes NOW!

If you look at the photo below; (should be dated 3/16-4/13 sry) you can see what my CURRENT ledger states..this is paid out, what I will receive and whats pending,..so over $700! This is RESIDUAL income; (that means I get it every month over and over) AND I can add more by sharing the system with more people-so next month it will be double or even triple the amount it is now in recurring income…

I don’t understand why people won’t take the chance. I do understand that things can be risky for some and money is tight but honestly the time will never be right if you keep thinking that way; I am so glad I took the chance, grabbed the 7 day free trial and went with it AFTER that! 

I am grateful that Vincent Ortega Jr. and ALL of the company founders offer the 7 day FREE trial because otherwise I would have never taken the chance with them. 

Guess I won’t have to worry about getting paid the $100 from Vincent since he guarantees if you DONT make a profit in 30 days he pays you $100..lol I don’t think I would trade this for $100 ever..lol

Enter Promo Code Secret7 for a FREE week (capital S)

The date should be 3/16 to 4/13 but this is in less then an month barely doing anything

The date should be 3/16 to 4/13 but this is in less then an month barely doing anything

My Dream Scape- April 3rd 2014 (Internet Lifestyle Network)

I just went through Mark Hoverson’s “Dreamscape” training for a second time today and actually wrote it all down by hand.

The most prominent statement he made that stuck out in my mind was;

“You Must Believe Your Past Doesn’t Exist”

For many of us it is hard to forget about our pasts, some of us go through abuse; physical, emotional and verbal. All of this leading us to believe the worst about ourselves. We end up with no confidence, no self-esteem and a complete hatred for ourselves because we believe we will never amount to anything; we will never become what our parents lacked to become because we allowed their harshness and negativity to hold us back.

I think about my past daily, I honestly do let it drag me down. How can a woman, who’s still a broken child inside ever grow, ever become more than the poor person she is now and that her family always was. I think that my oldest son is 15 and because of this my time for success and happiness is gone…all of this is mind control. The mind control that I allow my step-father and other important people in my life to have over me.

So I put aside the negative thoughts for a little while; hopefully with some conscious practice for good so that I can focus on what I deserve in my life, what I WANT in my life and in the lives of my children.

Here is my Dream Scape (in list format)

“Dreamscaping”                                                                                                                                                                                             April 3rd, 2014

“You must believe your past doesn’t exist”

The depth of your dreams foresees the actual outcome of your future and the probability of it happening.

I am going to start the way he started in the video and go from there, this may not be perfect and I am sure it will change over time.


Cosmetically: I want to have liposuction to remove the “baby” fat from having my children, remove the fat in my thighs, stomach, and butt. I want to have an eye lift and an eyebrow lift. I want to repair my recently damaging teeth (something I always prided myself in was my teeth and now they are going downhill) cap the front teeth and fix the back, seal them and have them whitened. I want hair removal, laser hair removal on my eyebrows, upper lip and chin area.

I want to go to the spa at the very least once a week, on Wednesdays, the middle of the week; so I can unwind; at 10am and I want to have a tanning session, a facial, manicure, pedicure and more laser hair removal.

I want to change my flabby arms, my large thighs that cause my legs to look like a chicken leg’s. I want to tighten my chin, have full body laser hair removal and get rid of the huge ugly scars I have from the horrendous accident I was involved in. I thought about writing down my stretch marks on my stomach and breast from bearing my children and right now I can say I wouldn’t do that but who knows if I would in the future.

I want to quit smoking and be healthy enough to take long bike rides with my children without getting winded and having to get off the bike and push it up the hills, to hike up Eagles Ledge with them without having to stop every ten feet to catch my breath because of my severe asthma I caused by smoking since I was 13 years old.

I want to live in a huge home, 10000+ sq feet that’s sitting on a ledge over the ocean, with a view that is unimaginable to me right now. Own a pool, a gym, spa, theater room and game room for the family and friends to spend time together in. Its a toss up as to whether I would want a log cabin or a brick home with a 360 degree view,..but I have plenty of time to dream as I build this business and grow as an individual. I want to own a HUGE yacht and a Hummer and four wheeler(s) and dirt bikes..just everything my children have ever desired.





Europe for the romance and site seeing and maybe skip over for a real Roman bath in a Roman bath house.

Italy; so I can eat all the fine cuisine that I pretend to cook that really isn’t anything like the original Italian food,..learn to cook the Italian food without slaughtering it.

Ireland; this has been a dream since I was a child,..to go to Ireland and Sweden and learn about my ancestors, learn my heritage and try to live as they did back then.

I would love to take an Alaskan Vacation and get pulled around the countryside by real sled dogs; what a blast that would be!

Bahama Cruise; traveling every inch of the ocean for weeks without concern that it will cost to much, even if I had to board and board time and again, stopping at the little stands with fresh produce different than anything I have yet to taste.

African Safari; seeing my children and my face’s light up at the sight of giraffes and elephants while we ride around in a topless jeep with a native tour guide, visiting the villages and helping them by digging in and getting dirty,..making them smile.

Mexico; learn their culture since I love their food so much but also because my middle child is 25% Mexican, being able to bring him to his roots, show him where he came from and introduce him and the rest of us to something new and amazing.

Florida is an obvious because I have never been to Disneyland nor ever brought my children there, find places to go dirt bike racing and walking the strips, seeing the nightlife,..watching my children smile and know that it means everything to them.

Nevada, Vegas to be exact,..just to gamble because I used to live their as a child and my mother would be so happy playing slots while the 5 of us children ate out $1.99 meals..this was the only time in our life I ever remember being truly happy.

And lastly,…well for today’s list anyway

Hawaii; to swim with the dolphins, see the water as blue as the sky but so clear you can see every pebble of sand on the bottom and to try my hand at surfing.


Bill Gates- that’s a given he is the richest (known) man in the world; to have an hour to sit down with him and listen to his wisdom to be able to absorb every bit he would be willing to tell me.

Donald Trump-Another given, what I could learn from him about business and being savvy in one hour would be worth millions; I’m not saying I like all of his tactics but he wouldn’t be where he is if the entire world liked him; but I believe he does what he does for the betterment of society.

Warren Buffet- Because hes rich, with money and intellect. To have him on my side I feel like I could accomplish anything.

Vincent Ortega Jr- I have been watching him online now for a couple years, thought he was and still is my idol and I tried to copy him, apparently I didn’t do a good job..lol BUT he showed me that no matter how many times you fail you can not give up because it may be the time that you throw in the towel that would have been it, its when your at the very bottom, when you feel like walking away and resorting to going back to a normal 9-5 job that the break through will happen. Prove yourself and anything is possible.

And last but definitely NOT least:

Mark Hoverson! Mark reminds me of myself, I grew up in so many different places, we once lived, all seven of us in a 16′ camper in the backyard of my aunts house and then from trailer to trailer,..eating leftovers, and “day old” foods to survive, wearing hand me downs and watching the kids around me have the things I wish I could have had but knew I never would. He is an inspiration to me, Currently we live in a trailer its 76’x 14′ and at one point I was proud of it but I want a real home, something I have never had. If he can go from that life to the one he has now then there is no reason I can’t too.

I want to surround myself with friends that actually care, not the kind of friends that when you turn your back they think they are better than you; but friends who lift me up and come along for the ride with me. People who are driven, caring, want the same things I want and desire a better life then what they currently have.

I want my business to be the kind of business that I can literally run from anywhere, on a laptop, tablet or other internet connected device; so that when we travel my work can come with me or even be in a position that I can leave it behind for a while. A business where I can have a secretary who takes my calls and does the “heavy lifting” for me while I enjoy the life I have created for myself and my family.

When it is my time to pass on I want to have something substantial to leave behind for my children with the hopes that they will carry on what I have given them.

And finally,..my funeral- I was not going to think about this; but, since its out there already- I want a huge funeral where everyone who’s lives I have touched can be there, support my children and not have a sad day but use that day to celebrate my life! Talk about where I came from and be proud of where I ended up; giving my children the support they need to continue on in their own journey in life and have them be in a financial position that we can leave this poor existence behind for ever.

I am sure as time goes on I will add to this, I will meet people I want to add or think of things I dream of doing but for now this is a good start and I’ll leave it at that.

This is my Dreamscape,..now its time to make it come true!!!


Originally posted on my other blog:  http://dreamandachieve.internetlifestylenetwork.com/dream-scape-april-3rd-2014-iln/

My Journey in the Last Eleven Years Online~

Back in 2003 unemployed and expecting
a little girl…

She was frustrated at her life.

She didn’t know which way to turn.

What to do.

How to provide for her family.

She watched the info-mercials on
the television.

And right then, in the middle of
the night, she knew exactly what she
was going to do to provide for her

She was going to start a business
of her own.

Buying wholesale and selling physical
products through the internet and
marketing online.

After trying and trying for months
on end, about 24 months,..nothing was budging.

No results.

No income.

Wasted effort.

And as you can imagine, even greater
frustration came about.

Jumping from the next big thing to
the next, like a mad-woman going crazy.

And the job market?

Couldn’t a job have solved this problem?

After applying to countless jobs, she
knew that putting in the same effort
into her own business would be a much
better route to take.

But confused and frustrated at the
results, or lack thereof had her wanting
to give up completely.

As someone who is new to being an
entrepreneur and taking charge of your

You’re going to go through some tough

But I’ll tell you, it’ll all be worth
it in the end.

The girl in the story above?

That girl was me
And I have finally figured it out.

The key for me was to go where the
support and money were.

Where people were able to quit their
dreaded J.O.B. and finally be in charge
of their future.

A place where many 4 and 5 figure
earners have been birthed.


Probably the best and easiest place
to start a business nowadays.

It’s something that is honest,
Something genuine,
Something that if you apply yourself and follow proven methods
You will get your results.

I am here and willing to show you this method,
So if you have a few minutes I will introduce you to what I finally have found that works for me AND many many others!

I look forward to talking to you and helping you change your life.

Contact me via my Facebook page, email marogdjohnson@gmail.com, SKYPE margojohnson78


~Christmas Is A Time Of Love & Family…& Not The Time For Selfishness & Money~

Before you read this please realize that these are my thoughts and opinions and in no way hinder my feelings towards others no matter what their beliefs may be.

Christmas this year brought back feelings of holidays seasons lost to the past. Instead of the usual sadness I feel upon the arrival of Christmas I was filled with love, happiness, compassion and most of all hope. As I sat around the tree with my family and we handed out gifts and took turns Oohing and Aahing each others new toys, clothes and so forth..I was actually watching the smiles..something that as a child was very rare.

I remember most Christmases coming and going with a feeling of dread upon its arrival, knowing that even though the holiday is for giving,..not receiving,..that I was going to look around me and plaster on a fake smile and act as though what I was receiving actually made me happy. I distinctly remember the Christmas I was 13,..I had wrapped ALL of the gifts, my own along with my siblings (this was a punishment for being five minutes late coming home after school) and although I was secretly hoping that my parents had hidden my real gifts away…I knew that the awful feeling in the pit of my stomach was right. I had wrapped all of the gifts for my baby brother and three sisters,..and also for myself. So I obviously knew that one was getting a T.V. for her room, another the boom box that I had wanted for many years and that I was getting a pair of pants, a t-shirt, one pair of ‘scrunchie’ socks and a pack of eye shadow. Now I knew not to complain and if you knew my upbringing you would known better too. The feeling of emptiness and hurt and a strong sense that I didn’t belong only got worse as the day progressed as I heard the music emanating from one room and the laughter from a movie being played in another room while I sat alone, feeling sorry for myself (I hate to admit) because I had nothing new to play with. The saddest part is that I remember that I had only asked for a book that year from my favorite writer Judy Blume,..and instead I got clothing,..and ugly clothing at that.

Now most people will say that I should be grateful I got anything at all,..and believe me even my parents used that line on me a time or two because many many other people in other countries and even our own country were going without gifts and even worse they were going without food,..without that feeling of togetherness that comes from preparing a meal and sitting down surrounded by those you love. As a child I couldn’t wait for Christmas to be over, I couldn’t wait for the newness of the gifts to wear off and my jealousy of my siblings to go away.

Now, today, at 35 years old I realize that all of my feelings were normal for a child in my position because as I was preparing the gifts for my own children and hoping they would be happy with them I remember counting the presents to make sure they had equal amounts and that they all had at least one gift that they really wanted (within a reasonable monetary amount of course because I am far from rich,..or even middle class) so that MY children would NEVER feel the pain I felt.

I also realize it if wasn’t for my newfound friends, for my family (blood does NOT always constitute family) and for my new sense of confidence from this job that I now have online, I wouldn’t have been able to see the smiles on my children’s faces this year.

Christmas every year is stressful for every family no matter what their financial status may be but the difference now,..for me anyway is that I can see that line between love, giving, happiness and hope and a  line that so many others cross when they have the money to provide for their families but choose instead to work or hold back because so many people have become selfish with their money and this selfishness even goes to the ridiculous point of not giving to those that they care for. I completely believe that too many people commend their selfish actions and behavior’s because its their money  and they feel that they made that money so why blow it. I believe after today,..that as long as we have what we need what’s the point of holding onto it. Like someone I know and love once said “You cant take it where you go when you die!”


An abundance of love and thanks go to Grammie Lisa and Grandpa Charlie; without them this year and every year things might not always look so good. (This is meant in a physical sense and a psychological sense) We love you guys Smile




((PS: For those looking for another income, that are open-minded, dedicated and driven I have two teams I am placing people on and both teams potential earnings are dependent upon your drive for success, your attitude and your over all motivation. They are ‘work at home’ jobs and done from the computer, they are not scams and have both already made me money.))

~Raising Money For A Great Cause~

Working without a computer and trying to blog from a smart phone is quite a bit more difficult than I thought it would be. Due to the lack of a computer at this time this post will be very short.

I am trying to raise money for my family, to repair my car, my door and replace my windshield. I am also hoping to raise enough money to replace the money I was supposed to make from a freelance writing job I was supposed to start the day after the Break In and Bombing at my home….I have lost so much. I believe that what goes around comes around and that those who give to my family out of the kindness of their hearts will get that back tenfold.

For those who donate to my campaign there are two prizes being offered. One prize is $60 and the other is $20..if I remember correctly. These prizes come out of the money I raise and go to the two people/families/corporations that donate the two largest amounts.

My family appreciates everything everyone has helped us with at this point. I have gained new friends and learned so much. Thank you everyone.

The link below is to help my family, help can be in the form of sharing my link for me on your social media sites and blogs and also in the form of monetary donations. Again Thank You All!!

Holding Onto Hope (showing link if you could please kindly copy and paste in your sites 🙂


Love is a complex feeling.

Canon Love

Canon Love (Photo credit: Francesca Special K)


Love is a complex feeling.


Love is kind














Concern and consideration


Listening to each other


Kind words












Love is more than a feeling it is also a state of being.


Love consists of;


Feelings of safety


Feeling happy,


Feeling supported


Feeling needed


Needing someone else


Showing respect


Sharing only kind words


Smiling from your heart


Showing each other kindness


Trusting each other no matter what


Sharing, everything…there is no “What is mine is mine and what is your is mine” in a REAL relationship,


Love is not;




Mean words that cut like a knife


Sadness that breaks your heart and makes you miserable


Distrust that eats at you daily


Dislike and disdain


Cheating, whether it be physical or emotional


Lies, even the little white ones and the ones that you don’t tell because you think you’re not lying if you just keep quiet,


Love isn’t screaming at someone


Making them feel worthless,


Accusations that are the farthest from the truth




Taking out your misery on the one you supposedly love


Rolling away every night


Not being intimate


Making your love feel like no matter how much they give up of themselves they will never be good enough for you.


Love is not expecting


The other to lose their backbone


To not stand up for themselves


To take away their pride


To listen to you put them down and expect them to accept it and still love you.


Love is supposed to be pure and amazing NOT shaky and scary.


Love isn’t supposed to make you lose yourself.


Love isn’t supposed to be one sided, with one giving up everything they have and care about to make only one person happy.


Love is supposed to be two people with an understanding, with feelings of trust and support.


Love is not controlling, expecting the other half of your relationship to give all and do all and sit and wait all the time while you live your life and they sit There alone,






Hating themselves, wanting to die, wishing it would happen because they know the only way out of their miserable existence is for it all to just end.