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Getting Unstuck

There are so many different obstacles in life that set us back in our journey if we allow them too. Some people are doing well in life, have a home, family, a job and are at least making it through the day, some people are barely waking up in the mornings.

When we are in a position where the negative things are controlling our lives we need to re-evaluate where we are as opposed to where we want to be. We need to decide if we are going to let these things take precedence in life.

I lived a life that most people have no clue about unless I tell them, to look at me you would never know what I have been through.

When I was a little girl, about 2 1/2 years old I remember being beaten with the belt for peeing my undies as I was trying to make it to the potty. I had one of those old fashioned potty chairs, wooden with a painted little girl on the back and a plastic pot in it that slid out from underneath to empty it. This is the first bad thing I remember and there were so many that followed.

When I was 12 I was put into the care of DCF (Department Of Children & Families) because I went to school and a friend thought I had my first hickey from a boy only to see that when she pulled down my collar of my turtle neck I had a purple hand print around my throat. My friend and I went into the bathroom and I proceeded to show her my entire body, the black and blues went from the back of my shoulder blades and all the way down to my calves, the shape of a metal handle from a fly swatter. I begged her not to tell anyone because it was my fault I had been beaten so bad, I should not have told the truth about what was happening to me and no one would have hurt me more. At least that is what the 12 year old me told myself anyway.

Being placed in the states care lead from me being placed in one home to a total of 30 different foster homes, boarding school, 10 trips to a run away crisis center, rehab and living on the streets. No one loved me, no one wanted me,..why would they? I was damaged.

Life never got better as I aged either, I went from one bad place to another. It’s like I attract pain,..or so I thought.

About 50 days ago I was introduced to a system from a lady named Brenda. She introduced me to Unlimited Profits. Her purpose was to show me a way to make money. She has no idea what the system has done for me, it is so much more than a way for me to make money.

Through the mentoring in the system I have learned many things about myself. One thing I learned is that it does not matter what company I am with I will never see the results that I want and deserve until I get past the negative and painful past I have lived. This doesn’t mean that I had to completely forget it because it has shaped me to be the person I am, it just meant I needed to find a way to come to peace with it all.

At first I figured that would never happen, there is no one that can take away the pain…I was wrong though. I have been through 33 days of the mentoring and every day I grow a little more. I have learned that I am not my past. I am not what happened to me and if I allow if to consume me I will never be more than the negativity.

Because of what I have learned about myself, because I know that I can now be what I want to be, even though it wont happen overnight; I am now in a better position to help other people.

The mentoring program is amazing and I feel a kinship with the man who designed the system. He was in foster care, he struggled too. Life is never easy but it is what you do with what you are handed that makes the difference.

I am so thankful for the “Getting Unstuck” series that Robert Hollis Sr put together and added to this system. Yes, I can make money, great money with it, but before I focus on that aspect I just want to focus on showing people that there is a way for them to grow, move past the bad and into a wonderful place.

If you need some help, you do not need to tell me why, just grab this link and start improving yourself. Start to put you first, work on your spiritual self, your emotional self, mental self and the money will come.

I would love to connect with you, and if you would rather just check out the mentoring before connecting with me you can do that too. The links to connect with me or get the mentoring are below.

Find me on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/margoj3

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Christmas Is Coming!

Before you know it Christmas will be upon us and our bank accounts will be empty but it is worth it to see our children smile on Christmas morning.

It seems the older my children get the more expensive their gifts are and the smaller the pile under the tree becomes. We are less than two weeks away from Christmas day and I have already spent a few hundred dollars and I don’t have much to show for it. A phone, a tablet, some clothing,…that is about it. I do not even have my tree up yet. A few years ago my tree would we up and I would have a closet full of gifts.

Financially I just cannot do it anymore so I try to just get things that the kids want more than what I want them to have. Even though this year will be tight I still look forward to the one morning of the year that the kids are excited about.

We wake up a little later than usual, start a pot of coffee and take a couple packages of deer meat out to thaw. The kids open their stockings and check out their stash of candy and small un-wrappable gifts while I put away my first much needed cup of coffee.

About an hour after we all get up we sit around the tree and I play Santa,..handing a gift out to each child and James,…we all take turns watching each other open the gift. About half way through the tree we stop and while the kids open the packages I get the venison cut up and start cooking it along with eggs and toast. We sit down and eat our brunch.

After we eat we go back to the tree and finish handing out and opening the gifts. Our process takes about two hours.

Once our tree is completely bare we grab our piles; usually takes a couple trips and start to put away our gifts, then we get dressed. Once this is done the kids and James go to their other Christmas’s while I stay behind and clean up the boxes and wrapping paper and start cooking our holiday dinner.

Since I am alone once everyone leaves I prefer to stay in my pajamas and slippers, leave the television on with whatever Christmas show that is playing in the background.

Sound’s lonely to most people but I enjoy the peace and quiet. I love the smell of the food cooking whether it is the traditional Ham or MY traditional meal of lasagna, salad and garlic bread.

My family all returns about 1 PM and we sit down in front of the television to watch more Christmas shows, talk about our favorite part of the day and gorge ourselves on dinner and pie. Usually we have tired ourselves out so much that we are off to bed by no later than 8 PM.

So even though we may not be able to afford everything we want to get for the kids and each other we are very happy with the day that we have had. It isn’t about what we receive anyway, its about spending time together and taking a day to focus on our family. A day with no interruptions and no arguing. A day of peace 🙂

What does your Christmas day look like? What tradition do you have? What do you eat? What is the most important part of the day for you?

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Life With Teenager’s While Trying To Make A Living Online…

I have to tell you all that I am not perfect,..not that you think I am but a lot of my posts come across as cheery and optimistic. I am both of those for the most part, but there are days like today where I am not.

Today I am frustrated and angry, sore and irritated!

I am a stay at home mother who is dealing with children with attitude problems. One that is 15 and thinks that he can do whatever he wants and whenever he wants and thinks I am completely naive when it comes to the antics of a teenage boy.

I allow him to go to his grandmothers house, because they are his fathers family but when its time for him to come home there is always some lame excuse and never an adult to talk to,.how convenient huh?

Also living in this home is his aunt and her boyfriend and believe me the story behind that would be enough to scare the crap out of you, I’m stupid though and continuously trust my son, who has in the last year been in a couple fights at school and been suspended several times (THIS IS NOT MY SON) on top of this he was also suspended for drinking at the homecoming dance in the beginning of the school year and is in diversion because  of this and out of several other students hes the only one to have go into trouble. His grades are barely scrapping by and he is only allowed to go to school until noon everyday. Now I do know that the reason for the fights was due to being bullied for a very long time from these students and because of that I stuck up for him but lately I don’t know if Im coming or going.

My ten year old is developing and growing into woman hood at an alarming rate and UGHH….there are days I want to scream and rip my hair out…

On top of all of this I am trying to make money on the internet and I am having success finally BUT when I want to work I can’t because I am dealing with a teenage boy who is going crazy and a girl who’s considered a pre-teen but already has the body of a 14 year old.

HELP!!

I am so thankful though that I have ILN and I can work when I can and when I want to because if that wasn’t an option I think I would most likely lose my mind. This gives me something to focus on and feel good about while trying to balance things.

If your a mom who stays at home and you feel like there are things beyond your control, your finances are crap and you feel like you family is falling apart,..besides therapy there is an answer and that would be to find a way to earn some money at home. Make yourself feel needed and have something to focus on.

There are many ways to make money but ILN is a fast, simple way to make money and everyone loves the company and the product.

For more information about ILN go to http://tinyurl.com/speedywaywealth

Also there are other options if you read through my posts but it’s very important that you feel good about yourself as more than just a  parent but as an adult, a provider and a mother 🙂 (Or father)

Internet Lifestyle Network I am SO Excited!

TRUTH TIME-

I have worked harder doing things online than I have even considered doing with ILN..between feeling like crud and just thinking that maybe it wasn’t going to really produce the results I wanted.

I didn’t do as much or work as hard as I would have in the past. 


That changes NOW!

If you look at the photo below; (should be dated 3/16-4/13 sry) you can see what my CURRENT ledger states..this is paid out, what I will receive and whats pending,..so over $700! This is RESIDUAL income; (that means I get it every month over and over) AND I can add more by sharing the system with more people-so next month it will be double or even triple the amount it is now in recurring income…


I don’t understand why people won’t take the chance. I do understand that things can be risky for some and money is tight but honestly the time will never be right if you keep thinking that way; I am so glad I took the chance, grabbed the 7 day free trial and went with it AFTER that! 


I am grateful that Vincent Ortega Jr. and ALL of the company founders offer the 7 day FREE trial because otherwise I would have never taken the chance with them. 


Guess I won’t have to worry about getting paid the $100 from Vincent since he guarantees if you DONT make a profit in 30 days he pays you $100..lol I don’t think I would trade this for $100 ever..lol

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The date should be 3/16 to 4/13 but this is in less then an month barely doing anything

The date should be 3/16 to 4/13 but this is in less then an month barely doing anything

The “Employment” Options For The Disabled-Who May Think There Is No Other Option

“Are You Disabled and Need Employment, or At Least More Income?”

This is something I want to be able to achieve during my online journey in regards to my ability to help other people. My beliefs about the benefits of being “employed online” or working from home for people who are disabled, Veterans, college students, families on state’s assistance or families and individuals that just need the extra income because they are poor or below the poverty level but not “poor enough” to receive state assistance; are a strong cause for my desire to help; that and more that you will read below.

I feel that the people who benefit the most from working at home are those that NEED it the MOST. People that are FORCED to stay home.

Whether it’s because they are a single parent(s), with little or no education and have children under 5, lack of transportation, lack affordable childcare or they have disabled children at home and need to give them care around the clock. Some are families that have no choice but to keep a parent at home to save on expenses such as childcare (childcare around here cost $175-$250 per week per child) that usually take about 2/3 of the paycheck to pay for and then once you figure in gas for the commute to work that leaves barely any money for bills or food so the families are constantly struggling.

There are also people that are laid off from their current job(s) and are on unemployment, that actively seek employment; trying to live off their meager weekly checks until they run out which is generally about 26 weeks. Many college students can barely afford the yearly or quarterly tuition; not including their textbooks, food and other necessary items.  Veterans who are considered unemployable due to injuries while in the field, or emotional issues like PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) among other issues.

I was going to say my biggest concern was people who are disabled and their lack of education on their employment options since that is what my article is about; but I can’t say that’s my biggest concern alone; I can say though that it is ONE of my biggest concerns. I plan on writing about each individual issue discussed above in separate articles over the next few days.

Over the course of the last few decades there has been a steady increase in people that are considered disabled. I believe the increase is partly due to the ever-growing technology and our ability to detect medical issues well before a child is even born, and that as we learn of new diseases or disabilities we are finding more people to have these problems that have gone their entire lives un-diagnosed or misdiagnosed.

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Some people are considered legally disabled due to emotional instabilities, learning problems, injuries sustained during an accident or while at war and others are born disabled like my nephew(s) who was born with a (crippling) disease;  Myotonic Muscular Dystrophy.

 

People are born disabled or are diagnosed with some form of disability every day and this is very unfortunate, whats even more unfortunate; in my eyes anyways; is the fact that these people are usually ignored by the mainstream society and considered ignorant even when their disability has nothing to do with their intelligence at all.

According to the “World Report On Disability” (http://www.worldbank.org/en/topic/disability/overview) “1 (one) Billion people or 15% of the Worlds populations experiences some form of disability. One-fifth of the estimated global total, or between 110 million and 190 million people, encounter significant disabilities.”

Individuals with disabilities have a difficult enough time in life without having to add the stress of trying to survive on a day-to-day basis and it is a proven fact that those considered disabled are generally less educated (or not given the proper education in my opinion), worse health because those on Medicare or Medicaid are looked at by doctors as a monetary losses so they are less important (this isn’t for ALL cases of course; but I have seen this happen several times to people I know well), given or have ‘less’ employment options (I wouldn’t say less exactly I’d say they are intentionally kept out of main stream society due to the prejudices that have not gone away over the decades that the world has ‘become a fairer, more equal place to live’ (HA) and due to these issues with health, education & employment; they fall into the class of poverty.

There MAY be a very slim percentage of disabled people that honestly can not work in any form due to their disability but I think that with the ever-expanding technology and the wonderful world of the internet there is no reason for those of us that are educated about the options of being employed online not to spread the knowledge around.

There are ways for everyone, regardless of race, education, age, sex or even disability to make an income that can supplement their current (meager) social security/disability checks or even replace them completely, a friend says $758.00 per month…

There are companies that hire remote workers for an hourly wage and finding those jobs can be quite easy if you’re looking in the right place, the problem with a lot of those positions is that they want people who are educated; have a degree or degrees; so they are able to use Microsoft Office or Quick books accounting software and other software programs like that. For some people with disabilities these software programs can be confusing due to the lack of education that they unfairly didn’t receive.

This isn’t to say that everyone that is disabled is uneducated because that would be a completely unjust statement to make and even more completely inaccurate.

I make this point because there are options, that I personally consider to be better options for individuals that can not get a ‘normal’ job, or do not qualify for a ‘regular’ remote work from home JOB.

One of the options included is the network marketing arena. Network marketing can include traveling outside the home to grow the business and for those that can not travel they would be limited, thus limiting their over-all income and hindering their creation of wealth, so that option isn’t for everyone; but many would still benefit greatly from that style of freedom of ‘employment’. There are some network marketing companies that do not require travel, hosting PBR’s (Private Business Receptions) etc,.. but most companies that fall under the Network Marketing category ‘require’ that your able to do that.

The option that I feel would best suit an individual in the position of being disabled, would be internet marketing or affiliate marketing. Affiliate marketing does not require travel, hosting parties or PBR’s, rarely requires phone skills even and is something EVERYONE can do.

I am a member of an amazing company called Internet Lifestyle Network. This company; I feel would be the BEST option for anyone but especially for someone who is limited in their abilities; regardless of their limitations. ILN is the only company I have found online that is literally copy and paste. There are so many companies that claim ‘that its as easy as copy and paste’ but those are fallacies.

ILN provides every script you would need to get the ‘sale’ from the email swipes with your personal affiliate ID embedded into it to the statuses you would use to post on Facebook, Twitter and other social media platforms. Many companies provide swipes also but what sets us at ILN apart from all the other companies is the community and the training.

The Creators and co-founders of ILN; Vincent Ortega Jr, Mark Hoverson and Clifton Hatfield have literally made the simplest system I have yet to find on the internet in the roughly 3 years I have been looking and trying to create an income from home myself. All of our training in this company is put together by Mark and Vincent themselves and they are both 7 & 8 figure earners. Mark came from nothing and drinking himself to sleep every night in a terrible state of depression to making over $10 million dollars in 5 years.

The guys walk us all step by step through the training and through our success. ILN is not MLM, or Network Marketing or a ‘pyramid scheme’ they are a 4 level Super Affiliate program that is created so that everyone, regardless of their education, disability, age, sex, race, location or financial status in life; will succeed. It is so complete that the only way anyone would ever fail is if they just don’t do it, don’t do their training, and don’t believe they can do it.

Who am I to ‘pitch’ to anyone that feels limited due to disability you ask?

I am a stay at home mother of three children, a mother that almost wasn’t here to see her children grow because I was involved in a terrible vehicle accident on September 22nd 2007. We came up over a knoll on a dirt road, and there was a 17-year-old child crossing the road on a four-wheeler, we were going too fast (I say we but my BF was driving, we had been drinking and he was speeding, so I am not looking for pity just explaining why I am where I am) because we were not able to slow down in time, we veered to the right to swerve and avoid hitting the child,..we ended up clipping the right front side of the wheeler (He was okay, which was a miracle in itself, not even a scratch) with no back brakes we careened into a tree at 75 mph. I had thrown my upper body towards my BF right before the impact and that is the only reason I didn’t die on impact.

 

Front View… 😦

Worst Day Of My Life

My side of the truck 😦

Front Seat..not much room for me huh? 😦

As you can see from the truck the damage to the truck was very extensive. I was pinned into place by the stick shift, it was pinning me to the seat by my pelvis, my right foot was all the way through the floor board and I could feel cold air on my foot, the dash was in my lap and the truck was on fire,.. I could barely see the flames but I could and I remember thinking about my children, thinking this is it..i’m dead.

Out of no where a man showed up, and to this day I still have no idea who he was,..he came from no where and had a fire extinguisher and put the fire out. He saved my life! Literally! It would have only been moments and the truck would have blown and I was stuck in it, I couldn’t move, I could hear the people all around me talking but see no one. After the fire was put out my Boyfriend asked someone to hold a jacket over my head, and then I heard glass smash (Yes..my bf was able to get out of the truck as soon as the impact happened, he was not injured) he climbed back into the truck to apply pressure to my leg, because even though I wasn’t aware that the bone (my femur) had snapped and came through my leg and I had a hole the size of a quarter that blood was pouring out of,..he was aware of it. I was losing blood and FAST!  Shortly after; I heard sirens, the ambulance, fire department and police had finally shown up ( felt like hours). They told me I would be okay, but I could hear them talking..they were afraid that as soon as they moved me I would be gone.

I remember Kelsey Silk holding my hand and talking to me, he told me honestly that I would have a better chance of survival if I stayed awake and talking,..trying not to focus on what they were doing. He was amazing and did a great job, because even though it took quite a while it didn’t feel that long before they had me cut out and on a stretcher…

This isn’t funny but the first thing I said is “My nerves are shot can I have a cigarette?” of course they all laughed and said no, that I was bleeding badly and they needed to get me to the hospital. So I thought Id get into the ambulance and be at the hospital in no time,..I was wrong.    The ambulance drove about a mile down the road, all the EMT’s where talking to me and trying to keep my mood light and keep my awake, when I could hear this horrendous noise,…a helicopter. I guess my boyfriend was back at the scene talking to the cops, so I was alone and they didn’t want me to know that.

I distinctly remember telling them I “was NOT getting into that helicopter because I’m petrified of heights” again they all laughed and placed me into the Dart Copter…during the flight I informed them that they were lucky they “drugged me up” or I would NOT be in the air,..they told me I wasn’t given anything because I had lost a lot of blood and was still losing blood, that my adrenaline and blood loss was causing this state of euphoria and lack of pain. I was awake the entire flight to the hospital,..about 40 minutes or so.

As we got to the hospital, we landed on the roof and the wheeled me into the ER,..I started feeling very tired and wasn’t feeling happy anymore, I was starting to slip away…the last thing I remember was my bf walking into the ER right behind a cop,..the cop was handing me a citation for drinking and driving causing serious bodily injury (TO MYSELF!!) I don’t know how I did this but I sat straight up and told the cop that I “was NOT driving”, pointed at my bf who couldn’t even look at me and said “he was damn it”,..that was the last thing I remember until about 8 days later when I woke up and felt like my chest was crushed,..I didn’t know where I was or why at that moment and why my chest hurt so bad…I had been coming out of my medically induced coma when I had a PE (Pulmonary Embolism),..apparently I died and they had seconds to bring me back and by the graces of God they were able to.  Without going into too much more boring detail I will tell you that I was informed I had a broken hip, my pelvis was broke in 3 places, a broken tailbone, broken femur and a broken foot and ankle. I had a blood transfusion and would need more surgeries to come. Since that day I have had a total of 12 surgeries, one was a total hip replacement, in which they also removed the rod from my femur.

They told me I would never walk again, when I proved them wrong and forced myself out of my wheelchair after 2 months and up on to one crutch,..they then said I would never walk ‘right’ again,..I would always have a terrible gait and be in excruciating pain…again I proved them wrong. I can walk without a limp 90% of the time, I can jog (although not pretty lol) I can sit Indian style, I can ride a bike and play with my kids,..but they were also right about something I can not change,..the pain I would live in.  I am in pain every single day. There is not a day, or an activity that I go through were I am not in pain. Some days I can push through it other days I can’t.  My boyfriend, the cause of the accident from driving excessively fast, gets upset with me for saying I hurt, for not having a ‘REAL’ job even though I have told him thousands of times that I can’t be on my feet for that many hours a day comfortably.

I’m not on disability, although my doctors all think I should be, but apparently I don’t qualify by federal guidelines,..I probably could fight it,..most likely I should fight it,..maybe someday I will HAVE to fight it; but for now I want to prove to myself that I can create my income, control my own wealth; at home, online. I also want to prove my bf wrong too because he keeps telling me I will never succeed, I’m wasting my time,..to get a real job..(see above LOL like I said I CANT), but mostly so I can go back to giving my children the things I was able to give to them before everything bad happened.   So why did I just tell you all of that? I want you to know that I am no different from you, I am not someone pretending to ‘Make it’, I’m just someone who is working towards her goal, someone NOT settling for living off a few measly hundred dollars a month, someone who is NOT going to keep living 200% BELOW the poverty level.    I am a woman, a mother, I am currently bedridden with several small blood clots and three large ones.. but that doesn’t change the facts that I am intelligent and caring and I want to help other people in the same position as myself, people in worse positions/condition’s than myself, and people who just want to change their lives.  I am telling you from the very bottom of my heart, from the very essence of my soul; if you are disabled, poor or just want a better life I WANT to help you! I want to be there for you and show you a way to at least make this part of your life better.   Ask yourself,..honestly, what would a few hundred to a few thousand dollars more a month do for you?  Could you have a surgery that you insurance won’t cover, ‘the’ surgery that will completely change your life, make it so you can walk again?  Would you be able to get a vehicle designed for your disability so you could get out of your home, get out of your depression?  Would you be able to move to a warmer climate that would lessen the physical and even emotional pain you go through every day?  Aside from the money, would being a part of an amazing community of loving, caring individuals help you? I know it has helped me,..I find myself going their daily to engage with others, to reach out. The positive and understanding environment makes this journey even more amazing. There is NO company as transparent, open, caring, engaging and loving as the Internet Lifestyle Network Family that is growing more and more every single day.

As I mentioned ILN can and will do that for you, if you can literally just copy and paste and forward an email you can and will succeed with this company. Please reach out to me, let me help you.   Take the first steps in becoming a better you; don’t allow other to tell you that your limited by your disabilities, that you can not afford the things you need in life and the things you WANT in life, because they are the fools, or maybe they are just afraid that you can be self-sufficient, that you won’t need them anymore,..don’t let their fears become your fears. Step outside of your comfort zones (that I am well aware of; are not really all that comfortable) and take a ‘risk’ to better your life.  Go to the Speed Wealth System and let us help you make your first $20 online, your first $20 towards the hundreds or thousand you can earn, this is residual income, recurring income that comes in month after month to you for as long as the other person stays a member.

Grab out 7 day FREE trial by going to the Speed Wealth System and entering Promo Code: Secret7 (Capital S) at checkout. Use the training and make a profit before you ever pay a cent. The company owner guarantees that you make a profit in 30 days (2 sales) or he will send you $100 cash for your time. That is how confident he is that you will succeed with us that he put this unnecessary guarantee out there.    People who have never made a single dime online are making their first $20 in their first 24 hours. This is the simplest system and 100% done for you. You send the emails, post the status and Vincent does the work for you, you get the sale and over 50% commission.  Don’t let your disabilities hold you back from your dreams! We all have dreams so let’s go after them together! It’s time for you to do something for you and not live your life for everyone else and live within their expectations!

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With Love,

Margo J.

Speed Wealth System Is Changing Lives Every Day!

The Speed Wealth System is changing lives every day. People are making money for the first time online ever, some after years of trying and failing.

Vincent, Mark, Clifton and over 20,000 of us have a community of other entrepreneurs, we are a family not just a bunch of people.

There is no negativity in our family, we help each other succeed and reach our goals.

The training that Mark has put together and the guys have put in our back office is the best training I have ever seen. Not only is this training based on making money but it is life training, teaching us how to improve ourselves from the outside in and the inside out!

Speed WealthIf your ready to change your life, to make money online for the first time, to be a part of a large community that is honestly a family more than anything then I suggest you click this link immediately- Speed Wealth System

 

Originally posted on ~Dream And Achieve~

My Dream Scape- April 3rd 2014 (Internet Lifestyle Network)

I just went through Mark Hoverson’s “Dreamscape” training for a second time today and actually wrote it all down by hand.

The most prominent statement he made that stuck out in my mind was;

“You Must Believe Your Past Doesn’t Exist”

For many of us it is hard to forget about our pasts, some of us go through abuse; physical, emotional and verbal. All of this leading us to believe the worst about ourselves. We end up with no confidence, no self-esteem and a complete hatred for ourselves because we believe we will never amount to anything; we will never become what our parents lacked to become because we allowed their harshness and negativity to hold us back.

I think about my past daily, I honestly do let it drag me down. How can a woman, who’s still a broken child inside ever grow, ever become more than the poor person she is now and that her family always was. I think that my oldest son is 15 and because of this my time for success and happiness is gone…all of this is mind control. The mind control that I allow my step-father and other important people in my life to have over me.

So I put aside the negative thoughts for a little while; hopefully with some conscious practice for good so that I can focus on what I deserve in my life, what I WANT in my life and in the lives of my children.

Here is my Dream Scape (in list format)

“Dreamscaping”                                                                                                                                                                                             April 3rd, 2014

“You must believe your past doesn’t exist”

The depth of your dreams foresees the actual outcome of your future and the probability of it happening.

I am going to start the way he started in the video and go from there, this may not be perfect and I am sure it will change over time.

I WANT MY BODY TO:

Cosmetically: I want to have liposuction to remove the “baby” fat from having my children, remove the fat in my thighs, stomach, and butt. I want to have an eye lift and an eyebrow lift. I want to repair my recently damaging teeth (something I always prided myself in was my teeth and now they are going downhill) cap the front teeth and fix the back, seal them and have them whitened. I want hair removal, laser hair removal on my eyebrows, upper lip and chin area.

I want to go to the spa at the very least once a week, on Wednesdays, the middle of the week; so I can unwind; at 10am and I want to have a tanning session, a facial, manicure, pedicure and more laser hair removal.

I want to change my flabby arms, my large thighs that cause my legs to look like a chicken leg’s. I want to tighten my chin, have full body laser hair removal and get rid of the huge ugly scars I have from the horrendous accident I was involved in. I thought about writing down my stretch marks on my stomach and breast from bearing my children and right now I can say I wouldn’t do that but who knows if I would in the future.

I want to quit smoking and be healthy enough to take long bike rides with my children without getting winded and having to get off the bike and push it up the hills, to hike up Eagles Ledge with them without having to stop every ten feet to catch my breath because of my severe asthma I caused by smoking since I was 13 years old.

I want to live in a huge home, 10000+ sq feet that’s sitting on a ledge over the ocean, with a view that is unimaginable to me right now. Own a pool, a gym, spa, theater room and game room for the family and friends to spend time together in. Its a toss up as to whether I would want a log cabin or a brick home with a 360 degree view,..but I have plenty of time to dream as I build this business and grow as an individual. I want to own a HUGE yacht and a Hummer and four wheeler(s) and dirt bikes..just everything my children have ever desired.

 

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I WANT TO TRAVEL TO:

Europe for the romance and site seeing and maybe skip over for a real Roman bath in a Roman bath house.

Italy; so I can eat all the fine cuisine that I pretend to cook that really isn’t anything like the original Italian food,..learn to cook the Italian food without slaughtering it.

Ireland; this has been a dream since I was a child,..to go to Ireland and Sweden and learn about my ancestors, learn my heritage and try to live as they did back then.

I would love to take an Alaskan Vacation and get pulled around the countryside by real sled dogs; what a blast that would be!

Bahama Cruise; traveling every inch of the ocean for weeks without concern that it will cost to much, even if I had to board and board time and again, stopping at the little stands with fresh produce different than anything I have yet to taste.

African Safari; seeing my children and my face’s light up at the sight of giraffes and elephants while we ride around in a topless jeep with a native tour guide, visiting the villages and helping them by digging in and getting dirty,..making them smile.

Mexico; learn their culture since I love their food so much but also because my middle child is 25% Mexican, being able to bring him to his roots, show him where he came from and introduce him and the rest of us to something new and amazing.

Florida is an obvious because I have never been to Disneyland nor ever brought my children there, find places to go dirt bike racing and walking the strips, seeing the nightlife,..watching my children smile and know that it means everything to them.

Nevada, Vegas to be exact,..just to gamble because I used to live their as a child and my mother would be so happy playing slots while the 5 of us children ate out $1.99 meals..this was the only time in our life I ever remember being truly happy.

And lastly,…well for today’s list anyway

Hawaii; to swim with the dolphins, see the water as blue as the sky but so clear you can see every pebble of sand on the bottom and to try my hand at surfing.

WHO WOULD I WANT TO ASSOCIATE WITH FOR BUSINESS?

Bill Gates- that’s a given he is the richest (known) man in the world; to have an hour to sit down with him and listen to his wisdom to be able to absorb every bit he would be willing to tell me.

Donald Trump-Another given, what I could learn from him about business and being savvy in one hour would be worth millions; I’m not saying I like all of his tactics but he wouldn’t be where he is if the entire world liked him; but I believe he does what he does for the betterment of society.

Warren Buffet- Because hes rich, with money and intellect. To have him on my side I feel like I could accomplish anything.

Vincent Ortega Jr- I have been watching him online now for a couple years, thought he was and still is my idol and I tried to copy him, apparently I didn’t do a good job..lol BUT he showed me that no matter how many times you fail you can not give up because it may be the time that you throw in the towel that would have been it, its when your at the very bottom, when you feel like walking away and resorting to going back to a normal 9-5 job that the break through will happen. Prove yourself and anything is possible.

And last but definitely NOT least:

Mark Hoverson! Mark reminds me of myself, I grew up in so many different places, we once lived, all seven of us in a 16′ camper in the backyard of my aunts house and then from trailer to trailer,..eating leftovers, and “day old” foods to survive, wearing hand me downs and watching the kids around me have the things I wish I could have had but knew I never would. He is an inspiration to me, Currently we live in a trailer its 76’x 14′ and at one point I was proud of it but I want a real home, something I have never had. If he can go from that life to the one he has now then there is no reason I can’t too.

I want to surround myself with friends that actually care, not the kind of friends that when you turn your back they think they are better than you; but friends who lift me up and come along for the ride with me. People who are driven, caring, want the same things I want and desire a better life then what they currently have.

I want my business to be the kind of business that I can literally run from anywhere, on a laptop, tablet or other internet connected device; so that when we travel my work can come with me or even be in a position that I can leave it behind for a while. A business where I can have a secretary who takes my calls and does the “heavy lifting” for me while I enjoy the life I have created for myself and my family.

When it is my time to pass on I want to have something substantial to leave behind for my children with the hopes that they will carry on what I have given them.

And finally,..my funeral- I was not going to think about this; but, since its out there already- I want a huge funeral where everyone who’s lives I have touched can be there, support my children and not have a sad day but use that day to celebrate my life! Talk about where I came from and be proud of where I ended up; giving my children the support they need to continue on in their own journey in life and have them be in a financial position that we can leave this poor existence behind for ever.

I am sure as time goes on I will add to this, I will meet people I want to add or think of things I dream of doing but for now this is a good start and I’ll leave it at that.

This is my Dreamscape,..now its time to make it come true!!!

 

Originally posted on my other blog:  http://dreamandachieve.internetlifestylenetwork.com/dream-scape-april-3rd-2014-iln/